Waspadalah disentri10/31/2022 ![]() And eventually you have a scar, and it fades and fades, but it's never gone. You pick at it a few times and it hurts all over again. There's the initial wound and it hurts like hell, almost to the point where you think you'd rather just be dead at this point, and then slowly but surely your cut closes up and then there is the scab. But healing doesn't make it go away, it just makes it bearable. ![]() But no one ever really listens to that phrase.time heals. And as everyone would tell me, time did heal. It took so long for me to get back on my own two feet and finally feel anything again. You treated me terrible in those last few months, as if I were a stranger you never even cared about. You gave up on me not once, but twice, and it broke me down more and more. And to fight any longer would be foolish. I would have been content being with you and only you forever and ever. I think i would have fought to be with you until i couldn't go on. I was young, naive, and immature i guess. I don't know what kept me with you for all of those years. Or maybe it's because your first love usually ends up in your first real heartbreak and you never quite get all of the pieces back. It's never whole again- no matter how much you move on, how many more people you fall in love with, or how much you give to the next person- there's something special about the first time you give your heart away. ![]() I truly believe that the first person you fall in love with will always have a piece of your heart. ![]() You were my first love, and first loves are hard to forget. #WASPADALAH DISENTRI HOW TO#It doesn't happen often, and it hadn't happened for a year and a half until recently, but when it does i don't know how to feel. You make my head feel like a busy, New York City street the second your name lights up on my cell phone. ![]()
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